If In Doubt, Write It Out

Where do I go from here?

I’m lost and all I can feel is fear

So much has already changed, And there’s so much to arrange  I need to get up and get things done, I need to keep busy and put my fake face on  But it’s safe and warm inside my bed, I can ignore the world and the voices inside my head  Can’t I just hide here for a while? Underneath this warm and safe blanket of denial  These feelings are too hard to process, I’d rather just ignore them and digress 

So for now I will get up and get things done,

I will keep busy and put my fake face on 

I will smile to the world and say I’m ok, And I will worry about all this another day